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Blog 11

 Yesterday, I got better from the whole crappy house incident. We moved to another (neater) room :-)

We decided to go to Fun City Mall (or smth). We have never left a mall so fastly X-P

There was almost NOTHING. Only some college kids were there. I felt bad for them. They must have had a boring childhood. This mall must be a blast for them, then :-)P

We later ate and went to Selvasingh stores or smth. This store is my childhood :-) I remember stepping up the swirly-stairs to get a Chotta Bheem flying toy (the toy had a propeller on top of Chotta Bheem's head). Idk where it is now, but I sure miss it. I wish I could get another one :'-)

Chotta Bheem, Chotta Bheem, Chotta Bheem, Chotta Bheem~~ Bheem, Bheem, Bheem, Chotta Bheem, Chotta Bheem~~ :-)

huhuhuhuhuhuhuh idk

We went there to get another bottle (The bottle before the bottle before the bottle now was a Coral Pink Thermos. I had it when I was a kindergartener (5 1/2) in 2019. The bottle was lost on 9/15 (or 14)/2024. It symbolizes the great times I had then, so I miss it a lot :'-( ). The bottle I have (left in Bangalore), is broken and leaks a lot, so we went there. There was nothing like the bottle, so now we have to order it online :-P

THIS bottle (THERMOS funtainer bottle, Coral Pink) was the bottle
I was attached to without me even knowing it. I cried when I lost it <X'''-(

So today, we went to my most-hated family temple (my dad's). There are possesed people there, "possesed by god" my foot X-( more like evil spirits!!

Luckily, we went quick and fast. Then, we decided to take a rest in our (better) room, so now I'm typing this :-)

Yesterday, we watched Dhamaal 4! Very funneh Hindi movie :-)

Today, I learned where that annoying "FAHH" SFX came from. It came from a live streamer (Taileons). How predictable :-I

It would be great if I could tell them that the SFX is getting used in movies as well!!

I played AJC today, Nothing much, a jammer helped me with getting membership on AJPW and I complimented a jammer's Phantom outfit :-)

Blog 10, idk where we are

 Today's post and yesterday's events have a LOT of contrast.

Yesterday, I woke up early. I tried to sleep, but my dad (who is a curse) woke me up and disturbed my sleep. I ended up half-sleepy and woke a hour later.

My mom went to the bank for my grandma. The person there was very entitled and mean, so my mom thittu-fied (scolded, in Tamil. The "-fied" part is English) her. We went to another bank, and the staff were very helpful.

Later, we went to my mom's and dad's college (SNMV), where they also met for the first time (during the millennium). It was great for them to get back all the memories, but I was very jealous. I wished I was a kid/college kid in the 2000's (obvs, born in 1993 (kid)\ or 1983 (college kid)), and I even cried a bit X-P

We went back home, and I played AJC. There were a bunch of wolves who had sun-costume hats on X-D

Including m0zzy and 4notic, my buddies :-) So then lilstar (A.K.A yatchy), NOW lilcruiselilstar or so, was singing random songs.

I had a fun time back then.

But today is a curse to be here.

I woke up, and I woke up with a great mood. "Finally, we can go back to Bangalore!! :-D". Little did I know that later in the day, I would be practically ready to commit suicide.

Along the way, my dad decided to stay in Tamil Nadu for a little bit longer. He, at first, tried to get a room at Istay or Legends Inn (my blessing that god gave for us to keep our sanity for a bit longer), but then he couldn't get one. "Glad that my dad (who is the worst) couldn't get a room, so now we can finally go to our home!", I thought.

Nope.

He found this crappy "building" that people called a "house" at ISHA stays or smth. Me and my mom hated it, but he forced us to go into it and live in it for 2 days. 2 miserable days.

My mom was hiding her frustration perfectly well until I met her in a room. I wasn't frustrated, but I was (and AM) sad. I'm typing this blog as I cry now. If only my mom divorced my so-called "dad"...

EDIT: My mom consoled me as I cried waterfalls, telling me that the people who died at the flood in Nepal were unluckier. I thought differently: the flood seemed more-or-less like being in a depressive house, forced in by this dad I despise.

I talked to my brother, who said "It's just 2 days, don't worry!! When I was a kid, Tamil Nadu was GREAT :-1". The 2 days seem like one of them will involve me in therapy, and Tamil Nadu is practically my trauma:

When I was 8, a lot of my dad's family members died, so we had to go to a LOT of funerals. Also, in one of the times we went, when my dad's brother died, there was this huge fight because the family didn't know what to do then. Being 8, I sobbed as I ran up the terrace stairs to...

Guess what I was going to do:

A: Commit suicide (bleh X-P )

B: Write in my diary ("Dear diary... My birth is a curse. Get me out of here. -Dev (,>n<,)")

C: Jump from terrace-to-terrace, eventually reaching Bangalore (Idk how, but never underestimate a feminine 8yr old boy with thick bangs!!! :-)P )

D: Play on my Nintendo Switch to relieve my stress (SUPER MARIO BROS. DELUXE OR SUPER MARIO MAKER 2!!!)

or E: All of the above? (Idk how, but again, never underestimate a feminine 8yr old boy with thick bangs!!! X-D )

The answer is... 

...

...

...

D!!

My brother found me later, and I told all about what happened. Another boy came along too, to comfort me. I think my mom even came up as well :-)

But anyways, Tamil Nadu was great for my big bro but NOT for me, so he didn't quite understand. Neither did my dad.  

But typing this in my blog has cured my depression a bit. I'll still cry, though.

This is my "I'll get through this and smile my way outta here" face:

:'-)

EDIT: I cheered up a bit, so no crying (I guess?)! BUT I hate the place rn >:-(

Blog 9

 Yesterday, we had moved from Legends Inn to Nana Nani (BOOOOOO >:-( ), because my grandma's surgery went well, and so she was discharged (YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYYYAY <:-D )!!

Today, we decided to go POTHYS because "why not? It'll be fun!". It sorta was, 'till I got a headache from the sun and started to get tired (and dehydrated. I wish I brought my lip balm... X-( ). So then we got some water, and I hid my headache (old habits die hard or smth) until some time after, when I told this to my parents. We got medicine which I later ate, and then my headache was gone :-)

Then, we started to walk around.

idk what else to add X-P

Soooo anyways, we're back, with me typing this very blog :-)

Blog 8

I woke up, and I had lots of mucus + I had hiccups + I was sneezing a lot, so it was chaotic X-( I had just woke up, and my dad and mom were gone. I tried to call them, but my phone wasn't turning on. I felt very panicked <:-(

I heard a knock from the door. It was my dad! He had gone out to smoke (Smoking causes cancer, smoking kills).

 

Later, I texted my mom. me and my dad went to Annapoorna. Later, my mom came, and we all went to a supermarket called "Pazhamudhir" (pronounced Palramudhir or smth) to get stuff. I saw the Baby Lips lip balm I had always wanted! One dream of mine came true!! :-D

Buuut we couldn't buy it in front of my dad. Later in the day, me and my mom went to buy it.

Later, I played AJC. car959 had got their account back, so then they gave me a den beta (venus plant!) :-D

They even announced they'd be hosting another fashion show! YIPIE

Buuut I couldn't go there, it was getting late. So the Fab Cat car promised was gone X-P

Later, I went to the Pillow Room. octavi99 was there, but it was late, so then I closed the game and went to sleep 3-)

Blog 7

 Ok, so:

I played Girls' Fashion Shoot, a Style Savvy-related game. You play as a girl who signs up for being a model in the magazine "Rising Star". There's not much clothing items, but it's worth it. It's also very kawaii, so it woke my inner 6 year old (Young Dev loved kawaii stuff!!)

We then went to Annapoorna (restaurant) to eat. Idk what happened then X-P

So then we went back home, and I played Cartoon Network Racing for no reason. After that, I played AJC and went to the Pillow Room. There was a jammer who was new to the game, and I traded them green headphones and a lucky green flying scarf. They loved it :-)

After that, peachplumm came on, and she was hosting a fashion show!! I joined, naturally. There were various themes, and car959, a buddy of the host, made a little drama on their non-bubblechatted account. Everything turned out fine at the end. peachplumm evicted many jammers, and I was evicted too. I seemed chill on the monitor (I was irl too), but inside my brain, I was punching peachplumm a LOT. I didn't take the eviction well. If she reads this, I have one sentence:

"Well, now you know :-)P"

So then, I rushed upstairs, where peachplumm put 2 sofas as another voting place for who's place gets to be kept ('n such. Basically a mini-version of the main game), but then she said the rules are long gone. This was the point I started to throw her down a cliff in my head X-P But then I started spectating and making up my own outfits. There was this other player, Woolfy(something), who liked that I loved pink. In fact, peachplumm did too!! :-D

So then car959 came and made up another round (This time, whoever did better won). The theme was "School bully". I lost hope, but car959 cheered me on. Non-member life is hard <:-( Then, peachplumm won! We cheered for her. car959 said I tried great :-) They promised to give me a den beta tomorrow, when they'd get their account back.

car959 talked a little bit about how they wanted to meet the 3 of us irl. It wasn't for real, don't worry :-)

At the end, I had to go. It was late for me or something. Woolfy(something) buddied me.

Sooooo nothing much happened today :-P

Blog 6 (or 7? 8?? idk)

 Okie so:

idk what happened yesterday, but today:

My grandma's surgery ended. She's good now!!! YIPIE :-D I was left at the room then, and I was b o r e d >:-/ I experimented with my NIVEA Watermelon tinted lip balm. You can actually put it on your face cheeks as well. Even better if the lip balm has a glossy finish :-3

I played AJC. There was this jammer (ruipoopie) who was denying they were bald (ofc it was just roleplay :-)P ), putting on wacky wigs and hats X-D Then, purplewolf2006 or something came on, and they were talking about emo Microsoft Sam. I never knew there was a whole fandom for these TTSes :-0 I wonder how they think of Jiroo, Dong1dong1, and Mary in Space.